There is a piece of construction paper on the floor
I will confess to no man or woman the date of the last time I cleaned the toilet
I need to change the sheets on our bed
I need to vacuum and then some
But here I sit on the couch, resting. Enjoying the bliss of this moment and digesting the 3 course italian dinner I recently enjoyed. I will soon turn off the tv and read a book or two. The scenery is not perfect but I am learning to rest in it. This is an inside job as well. I have a mess inside, still. After 26 years I still have scars that ooze from time to time.
And this is also okay. I am striving and I am working to heal, I am moving forward. God sends me partners to encourage me on the journey. I will vacuum the cobwebs out, and I might have to do it again. I am taking one baby step at a time to really believe that I truly am loved. really.