Hello and welcome to our Thursday coffee date, what are you drinking? Me? French Press house blend with a splash of almond milk, cheers.
So last night I took my treasured stack of Kuyper student letters to bed with me and devoured them like they were a black forest brownie sundae. I only read them in short bursts because I always want to save some for later, I don’t want them to run out!
I’m always flattered, touched and blown over by what these students picked up on. I’m so giddy to be sharing it with you guys, Squeeeee! So giddy!
Can I share two non-questions first? I hope the students don’t mind….
First of all this gem makes me do a happy dance cha-cha, read on and you’ll see why:
“I better understand my own mother’s point of view on life. The busyness of trying to get three small children fed and ready for church and school, how tired she much have felt everyday, how even when everyone else could sit and rest she stayed on her feet to make sure had clean clothes to wear and hot food to eat. I have always appreciated my mom but now I see her with more understanding. For that, I am grateful.”
I love you student! Go give your mom a hug, maybe bring her a latte? I am so glad that you picked up on this because I had no clue how much my mom (and Dad) went through until I was in the thick of it: doling out snacks and matching up tiny socks, dead on my feet. Reading this made me ridiculously happy, gold star for you!
And then this:
“most of the time Leanne plays the part of a witty, spunky, sage minister”
Ah! That may be one of the best compliments I’ve received in my life and no lie, I am adding it into my twitter bio immediately, I may get it tattooed on my arm too, you know, for good measure.
Okay, now that those two amazing student quotes are out of the way onto the questions.
“I would ask Leanne about her own view on parenting because she seems to have had a hard childhood with two very different parents, how has this changed her view of what it means to be a parent? What sides will she draw from, or not draw from?”
Okay so for starters this isn’t an easy question to answer but it’s a great one. I honestly believe that I was blessed with two amazing parents who were struggling through some hard circumstances and illnesses. I thank God for them on a daily basis and I no longer hold their struggles against them.
There are definitely positives from my childhood that we’re recycling in the here and now. Kel and I are very intentional about surrounding discipline with a lot of conversation and these moments look a lot more like discipling than discipline. We also work on intentionally lifting our children up verbally, especially in the areas where they have shortcomings.
We spend a lot of time together as a unit and want our children to feel a sense of belonging within our family. We want to be a close knit group and create a strong foundation of memories for them to build upon, they are our loved children and each other’s dear friends.
Now onto the things I’m mimicking. My mom was deliberate about reading to me when I was little and when I sit with my kids and read I feel her spirit rejoicing. As for my Dad? He was really good at championing our passions, if we were truly into something he was all about fostering that. He was the lead band booster for my brother and never missed a single one of my choir concerts. This is something Kel and I are intentional about repeating with our own kids.
“If I could sit down with her and talk, I would ask her how she is able to be so open with such a public audience.”
For as long as I can remember I have worn my emotions on the outside, for everyone to see, sometimes this bit me in the butt. I don’t discuss my heart with just anyone but when I feel comfortable I don’t hold back on what’s really going in my heart.
I’ll be honest with you, I don’t share everything on this blog, because some emotions aren’t helpful and some stories aren’t mine to share. Yet, when it comes to my personal questions on faith and the grittiness of the journey I believe that God has called me to share what’s on my heart. He gives me the words and then does what he wants with them.
“I would ask her how she describes the God she serves, even though she has been through so much joy and pain.”
Wow, this is a really good question and one that I would have never thought to ask. It really gets to the heart of who I think God is and how I see his fingerprints on my life. You could learn a lot about someone by hearing them answer this question.
To me God is the genius of creation, with limitless wisdom and creative energy that I can’t begin to comprehend. He is the author of all that I am and the giver of all that I have. He put me right here, on purpose, for a purpose.
To top it all off he loves me so much that he send his most precious son to be reunited with me. His greatest joy is to see my heart close to him, fully alive.
Although, how I would describe him doesn’t always line up with my emotions. Sometimes I’m angry and I let bitterness come between us. But still he’s always my Father, in my mind there is no other option, no where else to place my faith.
Wow that wraps up another great coffee date. Pencil me in tomorrow and we will chat further. If you have questions to add to those of the students, toss them in the comments and I’ll do my best.