Yesterday was a really hard day for our family, I’m not trying to be cryptic, I’ll fill you in when I can.
There are a lot of things I could be worrying on, freaking out about, angry over. All of them rightly so
But you know where I am fixing my gaze instead? On this picture.
It seems like I would say “I’m keeping my eyes on God” or “his provision” or “his faithfulness” and I am saying that, but for some reason no verse or quote is saying as much to my weary heart as this picture.
This picture says “everything’s going to be fine” and “God is watching out for us” to me in a way that nothing else can.
It’s not a high quality photo, it won’t look impressive to you in a frame on our wall. It was taken in the dressing room of a Halloween Store under dingy florescent lights.
We stopped in because I knew we needed to. I’d spent the morning paying bills, reducing this line and that on the spreadsheet until it all worked out…. ish.
Writing checks, calling doctors to pay uncollected co-pays with one ear as the other one was filled with the voice of a little boy.
“Mom, instead of numbers, let’s look at superman costumes on your computer! Mom! CAN WE LOOK AT SUPERMAN?!”
No, No, No buddy, please wait, not now…
And then, you know what? Yes. Before we can’t anymore, let’s go get a superman costume. Continue reading